ArjunPari#17 Wednesday 12June2013 Hold my hands.! I will never let go..!

It was raining and I was waiting at bus stand for a bus. Everyone was wishing for it to stop but one person was not! She was playing in the rain. She was wearing a white salwar kameez. It has to be Parineeti and it was her. I had a blue umbrella in my hand; I went to her and said 'You will catch cold, please come inside the umbrella.' She refused me.
'It is real fun and I don't want to miss it.' She smiled.
The raindrops looked like dropping pearls to me, her face was shining. I was standing there and was enjoying her smile.
She pulled my umbrella, closed it and threw it to a side. She took my hands into her, I was looking into her eyes and I did not stop staring her eyes. It was the first time she held my hands! I was excited! I wanted to say that I like her but I couldn’t. My heart was beating at a faster rate and Kiran interrupted us.

'Wake up Arjun! wake up..!!'
I shouted, 'You spoiled my dream!'
'Was Priyanka chopra in your dreams?' he joked.
'No! It was Parineeti' I countered.
He started singing 'Main pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan Aatishein woh kahaan...'

I was concentrating on my food. She came and sat beside me. I saw her and smiled.
She said, 'I have a deal for you!'
'What is that?' I asked.
'I was thinking to save your money!'
'Then you are always welcome!' I smiled.
'Let’s combine our birthday parties into one! We can have more fun!'
'It is a good idea. I will think over this!' I pretended to say No where as I was willing to say Yes.
'It is the best idea. Please say yes!'
'Okay. I was just making fun. Do you have any place in your mind?'
'Not yet. But we will discuss!'
'Yeah! sure.'
'So, now are you okay with the deal?'
'Yes!'
'It was great having this deal with you Arjun' She smiled and kept forward her hand for having a hand shake.
I was feeling great. I forwarded mine. This is the first time I held her hand.
I was excited that my dream was coming true. I should have said that I liked her in the dream, It would also have happened today. I thought I am being greedy with dreams and was laughing inside me. Someone may think me as a mad person if I become expressive about these thoughts.
Hold my hand forever!

The moment she held my hand, I wanted to say 'Hold my hands.! I will never let go..!' but I couldn't and I should not. She may kick me for that if I said those words.

Hold my hands Parineeti.. I assure you that I would treat you like my princess..
Hold my hands Parineeti.. I assure you that I would be with you every time cheering you up..
Hold my hands Parineeti.. I assure you that I would make you smile everyday..
Hold my hands Parineeti.. I assure you that I would love you till my last breath..

When will the time come that I will be able to tell these words to her and she will accept them. When? When? I am waiting eagerly for that moment..

-Arjun Krishna