ArjunPari#26 Friday 21June2013 There was a love story for her....!

I was at Kiran's desk. We were discussing about breakfast made by our cook. He was threatening him for such a worse one. I was laughing at those words. Suddenly Pari was there, she took a book into her hand. She was in a rage. She started beating Kiran. Kiran was asking what was that! I was looking at her enjoying her beat Kiran. She beat him until she was tired.

She sat down and I asked, 'What was that?''. Kiran shouted,'Did you get mad?'. She said, 'They were from Bandhan collection'. 'You cheap fellow Kiran.!' She almost shouted. I was laughing. She was smiling now. Kiran asked, 'How did you come to know?' he looked at me and was about to kick me but Pari said, 'How did you think that I would never come to know! I saw it in their website.' Kiran sat back into his seat and he laughed aloud. He said after few seconds, 'How come I forgot about a thing called technology?' and he started banging his head on the table. Pari stopped him and laughed. Kiran has that positive attitude. He can make anyone forgive him by his little stupid activities.

We were at the table. I was having potato curry and it was good. Shiva asked Pari a question, I was in shock and I listened in silence.
'Who was that guy with you last night at the supermarket?'
She smiled and said, 'He was my senior in college.'
Kiran questioned her, 'Or something else?'
My heart was pounding and it wanted air to breathe. I did not want to hear a 'Yes'.
She said, 'Nothing like that!' She paused and spoke again 'I used to like him then!'
'What?' Kiran shouted on her and she continued.
'Hey Kiran I said that I used to like him! Not now.!' It was a great relief and I was feeling ease now.
Pari continued, 'He was mad about me. He liked me very much. One day he proposed me too, but I said i was not sure.'
'Did you reject him?'
'Yes I almost said No but I liked him. I said I need time. But it was late and he left after he finished his four years. We met again here.'
You should never have met him again, I thought.
'Does he want to start it again with you?' Kiran joked. My heart was again in trouble.
She laughed and said, 'No. He cannot! He has Shalini Sharma. They are already engaged.'

Aaahhh.. What a relief! I am into safe zone now. I feel good. I almost died but just missed it today. I am not at all ready to have more today. I want to win her and I am sure I will do. All this makes me lose confidence. I should have to be confident and should be more clear about her..

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#25 Thursday 20June2013 Pari declared that she will leave us soon and I am trying to heal my heart.!

I had a dream today.  Pari was standing in front of me. She was staring into my eyes. I could see that tears were rolling inside her eyes. I was in pain; I never wanted to see tears in her eyes. I wanted to know the reason and I tried to make her smile. At last I succeeded but she said 'Good bye Arjun! I can't stay long. I have to go.' And I stood seeing her go away from me. I woke up with a pain in my heart. It was true Love, it brings happiness as well as pain. I am falling for her and I fear missing her..

Me and Kiran met Pari in the bus. I do not know why we meet as a coincidence every time. We always have a topic to speak and play jokes. And today's topic was about Kiran's future girlfriend. He was dreaming for a goddess with super powers specially an immortal one. I don't think so he will get married at all in future. I and Pari were laughing at him.

We got down at our office and we have to cross a road. It rained heavily last night. There was a pool of water on the road. She saw that and said you jump over it?' I asked 'What?' and Kiran declared that it is too easy. 'Is it that easy.? Let's have a bet then!  and we agreed with her.

Kiran jumped over it but it was a miss, he landed into water. It spoiled his pants and shoes. Still I tried. I shouldn't have done it. I too spoiled my shoes and pants. We were watching Pari. I was thinking 'Why was she interested in spoiling her clothes?'. She jumped and it was a perfect jump. She was still dry and fresh. We lost the game and we bought her chocolates. She said smiling 'The things which we earn does not give as much happiness as the things which we get by winning!'. What she said was true in my case. I wanted to win her heart and it will bring happiness that nothing can make a substitute.

We were having lunch. She was speaking 'I spoke with our HR(Human Resources Manager) today and she said I can leave this job by August 30. August 30 will be my last working day here.' My heart slipped, If Pari saw my eyes then she would have come to know that i was feeling bad about her leaving so early. 'After 2 months?' Kiran shouted on her. 'Yes!' We can see a spark of happiness in her eyes and I have no reason to feel bad, it is just that I will be longing to see her smile. She continued 'On 30 August you will say good bye to me. I will start my new job on September 1 in Delhi with my Father. I am excited' and I was in a hurry to make her feel what I feel for her. But how was that possible! I am not yet ready and I do not have enough courage. I have to wait but I can see that if I made it late, it will be too much late. I may miss things that I want to be with me.. happiness, happiness and more happiness.

After a little thought I concluded that I will not get back. Once I have stepped forward, I will take this to end. However it will be,I will take it to an end..!!

-Arjun Krishna