I Have You Episode 35: Tomorrow is my birthday! Can't it wait?

I was asleep on the sofa. I woke up. My heart! It was hurting! I looked at my mobile which was blinking in front of me. It had few missed calls and messages from Anvesh. I saw the time and it was 12:12AM. Tomorrow is my birthday! Can't it wait?
I read messages from Anvesh.
"I sorted things with Teja! All good now!"
And I was worried about Anvesh! hm! I read the other message from Anvesh.
"But he is really mad at you. Speak to him."
It was too late to call Teja. I dropped him a message.
"Sorry Teja!"
I thought I should explain more.
"I know everything from past.."
I deleted it and started drafting another new message.
"I was worried about Anvesh! You know him more than me! Sorry I dindn’t listen to you! I will hear you tomorrow morning!"
I sent the message. I felt better. I just woke up and didn’t want to go back to sleep. I played music on my mobile. And I was thinking about Teja and Anvesh. These relationships are really hard to handle. It was so painful seeing them back then. It was so painful, asking Teja to stay away. It was so painful remebering Teja's face expression. I received a message. The time was 12:30AM. It was from Teja.
"Okay! Good Night Ash!"
What does okay even mean? Crazy T E J A! I was just waiting for the sun to rise, so that I can speak to Teja. So that I can hear him! Anvesh and Teja already went through a lot of pain. I shouldn't make it hard for them! I need to bring happiness to us.. to Teja.. to Anvesh.!


I called Teja a few times before I reached my office for work. He didn't take any of my calls. Whole day, I was checking my mobile thinking "Did Teja call back?". He didn't call back. I came back home. Cooked for me! Ate too much food looking at my mobile if he had called back. He didn't call back. No meesages too!

May be I should just stop everything! Maybe! Maybe It's too soon for me! All this! This was too soon for me.

-[to be continued]


Authored by Shabbu White