I Have You - Episode 32: I just said OK! OK! And you come back with this?

I finished cooking dinner. I was wondering why Vennela wasn't there yet. So, I took my mobile and lher. She didn't take the call. I started eating. Vennela opened the door, came inside and she was speaking to me, "I was coming to you. So, I didn't take your call Ash! Why were you calling?" . I asked her if she had her dinner. She said that Teja cooked for her and she finished her dinner. She sat beside me, took her mobile out and sent me some links on my mobile. I ignored her saying that and asked her what they were. She declared,"homes to rent!". "What?", I smiled at her. Vennela is always full of surprises. She laughed in a weird manner and broke the news to me. Teja's parents are coming back from the tour. Oh No! I stopped eating and stood up to bring my mobile. She held my hands, pushed me back to my chair and asked me to finish dinner first. After finishing my dinner, we shortlisted few homes and planned to visit them in our free time.

Mom didn't call again. I was thinking. I should have said an 'Yes' to them clearly. I like him now. I smiled to myslef. He is ok! What does it even mean to them. I don't hate him! What was that? I feel so embarrased. I was having a peaceful life before this T E J A enetered my life. It's so tough to handle my feelings and thoughts. And how do I say a simple 'Yes' to momdad? Tough!
Vennela saw me smiling to myself and she asked me, "Why are you smiling?".
"I had a funny conversation with my momdad few minutes back. Just remembered it!" Thats what I told Vennela. She was curious about that but I didn't tell her.

Next day! I was having dinner together with Anvesh, Vennela and Teja. Teja was seated opposite to me. From Mr. Arrogant to gangster, from gangster to monster, from monster to rejected and from rejected to someone whom I like. I smiled at him. "Aren't you still angry with me?", Teja asked me. I answered, "Yes! Still angry!". I smiled and he smiled back. Vennela and Anvesh just existed. Hehe. Teja didn't speak more. Vennela was selecting the dinner menu for us. Anvesh was showing me some homes for rent. I heard my mobile ringing. It was my mom. I took it and she started speaking, "Ash darling! I spoke to Teja's grandmother just now. She is asking me when we can procced to engagement ceremony. She said that the sooner is the better!". I didn't respond to her and I was into my thoughts. What did she say? Engagement ceremeny? So soon? We were just discussing about it yesterday!. My mom asked me, "Ash darliing! Are you listening?". I asked her back, "Mom! I just said ok! OK! And you come back with this? This is not fair mom! Why are people in so much hurry?".  Three of them, - Vennela, Anvesh and Teja were staring at me with curiosity. My mom spoke to me, "Oh! Angry bird! Cool down! Our families know each other, there is no need for other formalities! We can just proceed with the engagement ceremeony! This is what Teja's grandmother said!". I alsmost shouted at her, "She is always in such a hurry! Mom! I will call you later! Give me sometime to cool down! Please". She wanted to speak but I convinced her and disconnected the call. I was gathering my thoughts. Three of them were staring at me curiously to know why I was almost shouting. I asked Teja to go out with me for a moment. He could see anger in my eyes. Anvesh and Vennela sat there in silence.

Teja was following me. I stopped at entrance of the restaurant - away from people. The restaurant entrance was decorated for some event. The colorful lights were blinking. Teja was standing infront of me. I remembered the day I rejected him. I remembered the day I realized my feelings for him. I smiled. I was no more angry. He was looking at me. I have to speak now. Why do I feel so embarassed?
"What was that Teja? Engagement ceremony? Why is your whole family in so much hurry? You propose out of no where? Vennela says welcome to family? Your grandma says engagement ceremony?" I was non-stop speaking. I didn't give him a pause to speak.
He spoke after I gave him a long pause, "Padma told me that you agreed with the marriage proposal. She didn't mention the engagament ceremony to me!". He smiled mischeviously. He was happy. I could see that. So irritating!
"Causing so much irritation! I will reject everything now itself if you irritate me more. Engagement ceremony! So soon! Let me relax and understand my feelings first!", I almost shouted on him. People passing by were looking at him. So awkward! Oh No!
He smiled and answered, "Relax Ash! Let's go inside! No one will bother you!".

-[to be continued]

Authored by Shabbu White

I Have You - Episode 31: I think he is handsome! I laughed out loud.

Vennela was looking at me. Teja was smiling after he saw me laughing. That was the moment all those questions arouse and answers were found immediately within my self.
From the time Teja entered my life, the thing which occupied my thoughts the most was him! I was so much irritated by his presence! Even now, he is laughing like a monkey in front of me. Irritating! I was irritated because of his actions. I could have eliminated all that in a second if I wished but I didn't. Why? I realized that I really wanted him to be around. The way he shows attitude! The way he takes action! The way he expressed commitment towards our future relationship. It's all very impressive! My heart rate grew higher. I remembered those memories where my heartbeat got higher from the last few days. It was all because of Teja.  I realized that I was attracted to his behavior for a long time. I can't even remember when this started.
I smiled and asked Teja, "Why are you bothering me Teja?".
He smiled and answered me, "I am not bothering you! You misunderstood me! I want to be happy just like you! Your simple personality is really something! You get happy with almost everything!  You are smart and you look good!". He turned to Vennela and asked her, "Isn't it Vennela?". Vennela's eyes were wide open. She smiled, nodded her head sighing a yes and she went aside.
I countered him saying, "There are many people who are smart, good and with a simple personality! Why don't you go and bother someone else Teja?".
He smiled at me and stood up. He spoke those words and left me there, "Ash! I was lucky enough to meet you! I will hold you instead of going around!". Vennela followed him saying good night.
Those words were simple but the impact was powerful. I felt some powerful feeling rushing inside me. My heart was trying to pump harder. I smiled and went inside the penthouse.

A few days passed!
One day after office, I reached home and saw my mom calling on phone. I took her call.
"Ash Darling! Did you eat your dinner?", She asked.
I can clearly sense she wants to speak something else. "Mom! I just reached home! I still have to cook. Shall I call you back after some time?".
"Ash Darling!"
"Yes, Mom!"
Dad sent you some messages. Did you have a look?
Oh! Is it? I switched on the speaker and opened my dad's messages.
They were photos and bio-data of T E J A. Teja! I felt like laughing.
"Mom! I know him! Why are you sending me his profile?", I asked her.
She answered me, "That's just a formality Ash! So! What do you think about him?".
I wasn't answering and was thinking. What to say to my mom and dad?
"What do you think?", I asked her. She was delivering me the thoughts of my father, "Papa thinks that the family is really good. He is interested!"
I smiled and asked her, "What about you mom? What do you think?".
She said, "I think he is handsome!". I laughed out loud. She laughed too. I spoke to Anshu's parents, Anvesh, Anshu and few other family friends. They all gave very good feedback on this kid. I don't want to get him away." I was laughing without any sound.
She was so much impressed with him and his family. She started speaking about her conversations with people. May she spoke with around 15 people. It was a very long call. I was getting hungry.
"Mom! Your networking skills are amazing!  Let's speak later! I am going to cook now!", I interrupted her.
She said, "Hm! All is good! But... But you said that you don't like him!".
Did I say that? When? I tried recollecting! Yes, I told her that I don't like him.
"Mom, Please.....Do we really have to discuss this now?". She replied instantly, "Yes! We have to!". I was muted, thought for a moment before I spoke, "I don't hate him! He is OK!".
She repeated my words, "You don't hate him! He is Ok!!" and asked me back, "Then, are you okay to marry him?"
"Whaat?.. Mom!!", I wasn't answering her.
She repeated my words, "Whaat?... Mom!!" and asked me back, "What does that mean?"
"That means I want to cook and eat! Don't irritate me mom! Lets speak later! Bye!"
"But.." She spoke back and my dad snatched away that phone from her, "Call you later Ash! Have dinner first!". Oh! She was repeating so that my dad can know what I am speaking! She should just have switched on the speaker. I laughed at them and started cooking.



-(to be continued)



- Authored by Shabbu White.