I Have You - Episode 17: I know how it feels... to be lonely...

I called my mom and asked her to come and live with me. She said she couldn't do that as my father's health isn't good these days. She was giving useless suggestions like come back home, get married, etc. I ignored those suggestions, disconnected the call and started walking behind the penthouse. I was curious about the renovations Teja was doing.

He installed canopy shelter. It wasn't complete yet. The bench was rough still, I sat on it and started looking at the sky. It was really good. I remembered the days I and Anshu spent in that place. Even if the work is not yet complete, this place really became beautiful. I was thinking about Teja who was planning to surprise his parents with such renovations. I was really curious about what could have happened between Teja and Anvesh but who will clarify.

Speak of the devil and... T E J A was standing in front of me. He saw me, apologized and was going back. He was holding a laptop in one hand and two pillows in the other.
I stopped him saying, "You are the landlord! Anyway, I will go inside now!".
He replied saying, "But you are paying me for this area! I should take your permission to be here. I thought you were at the office, so..".
I interrupted him and told him that it's okay and he can sit there. I stood up and started walking.
He started speaking, "You were doing some thinking before I was here, Isn't it? You can continue. I don't want to interrupt you!". He turned back again. This was going nowhere.
I told him that I will sit on one bench and he can sit on the other without any problem. He accepted, smiled delightfully, sat on the bench with one pillow and gave the other to me. I accepted it.

He started doing something on his laptop and I was totally ignoring him. But he wasn't ignoring me.
He started speaking while typing something on his laptop, "Ash! You look so dull? Why?".
I smiled and said it was nothing. He insisted me to share my thoughts if I want to. He said he will listen and was still typing on his laptop.
I thought, "Okay. Let's pour out!" and I started speaking to him.
"I asked my mom to come and stay with me but she couldn't come!'.
He stopped typing on his laptop, stared into my eyes with interest and asked, "Do you feel alone at the penthouse? Is that the reason you asked your mom to come here?".
That was true but I didn't respond and was just looking at him.
He continued, "You are free to leave the penthouse anytime!".
He is trying to snatch away my penthouse again. He could see those words on my face.
And then he started convincing me, "I am not going to snatch away your penthouse. I was just checking if you are not comfortable here. Is Vennela bothering you? I thought you both were getting along well!".
I replied him saying Vennela is my new roommate and best friend.
He insisted me to let him know if there is an issue and said he will help. We sat there in silence for a few minutes. I was lost into my thoughts.

He started speaking to me again, "I am sorry if you feel like I am bothering you too much but I have to say this to you. I know how it feels... to be lonely... I was alone all those years during graduation! It was painful. I will really help you if you have any problem. Just let me know!."
I was feeling good, I was feeling comfortable and I was curious about what happened back then but I didn't ask him. I smiled and assured him that there is no problem.


-(to be continued)





Authored by Shabbu White





I Have You - Episode 16: What are you? A monster?

Vennela got the job and she was treating me for it. Naturally, others joined us. We visited a food court in a shopping mall for a wide choice. Anshu and Ganesh stopped at a store to do some shopping. Vennela, Anvesh and Teja were looking around the food stalls. I was seated and was relaxing at a table. Teja finished his order and joined me first. A couple along with their little kid sat opposite to our table. That kid was holding a fluffy monster toy. The little kid started staring at Teja and was smiling. Teja looked at him, he ignored the kid and was staring at his useless mobile.
I was determined to teach him a lesson, "Teja! What are you? A monster? Couldn't you respond back to the kid with a smile?". I wasn't speaking to myself. I spoke to T E J A Teja!
He didn't respond to me and was having a blank expression for a few seconds. And then he started laughing out loud.
I insisted him not to laugh like that, the kid may get scared. He looked at the kid and he was still smiling at Teja. Teja waved a hi to him and he started laughing again.
What? Did he get mad? Vennela and Anvesh joined us and Teja was still laughing.
"What happened to you brother? Why are you laughing?", Vennela asked Teja. Anvesh was curious.
Teja started speaking, "She called me a monster!" and he was pointing at me.
Anvesh added to him, "Ash always comes up with suitable names for you!".
"What? There are other names too?", Teja enquired Anvesh. Anvesh was not revealing those names to Teja. Vennela was happy to reveal those for teasing Teja. Teja was still in laughing mode.
He turned to me and was complaining, "Arrogant! Gangster! Monster! You have a good impression of me.".
I smiled at him and countered saying, "You are always trying to snatch away my penthouse and Anvesh!"
Anshu and Ganesh also joined us by that time. Everyone was smiling at me and Anvesh was almost blushing.

We had a good time together!

I was back home and Anshu called me right after she reached. She started teasing me, "My Anvesh! And you both were behaving like future lovers!". We behaved like always. Why is she teasing me? And when did I say My Anvesh? I tried to convince her but it didn't work.

The days were passing by. Vennela became my new roommate. She was spending more time at the penthouse rather than at her home on the second floor. Teja started some renovation works at the penthouse. Eventually! we were running into each other and unlike the other days, he started smiling at me and was greeting me with delight. It was really getting weird around him!

In spite of all these people around me, I started feeling lonely. Maybe because I miss Anshu or maybe because I was living alone at the big penthouse. I was planning to ask my mom to join me here.


-(to be continued)





Authored by Shabbu White