ArjunPari#62 Saturday 27July2013 “Pari..I loved it!”

I was waiting for time to be 12:30 PM. I was ready to leave but the time wasn’t supporting. I woke up at 9 AM and I was thinking what to wear. Kiran solved the problem.
He laughed at me and said “I have something to say to you buddy! Don’t think too much about your dressing. That is girls’ thing. Just wear whatever you find.”
“How do you know all this stuff Kiran?”
“Mounica taught me!”
“What?”
“Listen to this! They will like you whatever you wear! Even if it worse! Every time you get a new look or color. They will say you look new and it’s really nice.”
“Ohoo Kiran! All this things were said to you by Mounica..” I discovered and he blushed in his style.
He looked at my shirts, handed over one to me and said “You will look a little manly..wear this..”
Everyone in the room was laughing at me. I don’t know why!
At last it was 12:30 PM and I was about to start and my mobile phone ringed. Kiran lifted the call. Wrong person in wrong timing! I was not able to hear Pari’s words.
“Arjun is waiting for your call from 1 hour!” Oh no! He shouldn’t have said that.
“.....”
“Oh oh I will send him right now” He ended the call immediately.
“Arjun!! Go fast! She has been waiting for you from 1 hour.”
I was surprised but my heart, it was beating hard. And it was clear that this love has started to spread its fragrance.
I was following her. I had something in my brain but she convinced me to follow her.
We were walking in a strange place. We came across a little boy. He came running towards Pari calling her Didi. She was calling him Doctorji.
He made us sit at a table. It was special and abnormally beautiful. The table was similar to the one from tiffin center of Pari’s cook. I was later greeted by that kid’s grandfather and mother.
And then a number of Andhra style dishes flowed to our table. I was surprised. And then a song was played aloud on mobile. That moment was not expectable. All the arrangements were made and we were left alone.
Words were less. Pari was trying to make me speak. But I was in so much surprise that I couldn’t speak out.
“Does the food remind you your mother?”
“No! It reminded me our Aunt! She cooks delicious!”

“Did you like this arrangement by my cook?”
“It is abnormally beautiful!”
There were few similar questions. The lunch was delicious. It included Andhra style sweets too. I ate less in the excitement. Pari was trying to make me speak.
We finished our lunch. Pari said “Pay for it!” She raised.
“Bill?”
“Pay him as much as you wish!”. Pari surprised me.
That old man was looking at me with smile. He said “You lucky young man!”
What? I thought for myself. Took out my wallet. I was not in my senses.  I was in a completely excited state. I took out all the cash in my wallet and handed over to the old man. His eyes became wet and he gave me a big smile.

I walked her to her building. We spoke nothing till that point. We were exchanging smiles and when it was time to say a good bye. I said “Pari..I loved it!”
Pari answered “You know what I said to that old man!”. I was listening curiously.
“I said to him that am bringing Arjun to his home. And I also said that Arjun may become my future husband!” I was dumb. My eyes became wet. She smiled and left me there.

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#61 Friday 26July2013 Pari! Stop doing that! I am feeling crazy!

 I was rolling on my bed with happiness. I was smiling. Kiran was looking at me and was laughing out on my madness.
“Enough of your madness for today! Let’s start to office.” He shouted.
Tomorrow I will take Pari to lunch! I hope this day ends as fast as possible. It’s the Friday.. The Friday which I always feared of! Now I want it to pass as soon as possible. What changes has love brought to my life. I thought there was no other happiness to be acquired in life before Pari. Now! I know. I know that this is the happiness which makes my life complete. Thank you God! For bringing Pari into my life! I am happy! More than before!
We got into a bus and it was almost empty. I was going to the back side of the bus and I heard that beautiful voice, which changed my life on May 27. It was Pari and she was wearing that White dress again and my mouth was almost open with surprise. Kiran smiled at me and sat beside Pari. Oh No Kiran! You got my seat. I was slightly disappointed and sat opposite to Pari.
Pari’s front hair was falling over her eye. I wanted to set it right but I can’t. I wish if it was possible.
Her eyes..I was again falling into them and was trying to control.. It was difficult but I have to control!
I was smiling and observing her. She took out her earphones and plugged it to her mobile phone. She offered one to Kiran and they started listening. Kiran started to smile after listening and was looking at me with surprise. I was looking at both of them. I always wanted to share my earphones with Pari. We would hear to our favorite song together! Together! Kiran handed over his earphone to me and said ‘You will like it! I don’t like such songs!’
I and Pari were looking at him with surprise. I took it and placed it on my ear.  I was surprised and my eyes were widely opened.
‘It’s my favorite song!’ I said to Pari. She smiled at me and we started enjoying the song.
Yedi Yedi Kuduredi edi edalo..
I thought of it and it became reality. I am a lucky guy.

I was concentrating on my breakfast and she was looking at me. When I noticed her, she smiled. I smiled. She smiled again. I smiled again..
I was leaving office. Pari asked me to wait for her and I did! We were walking out from the office.
Pari asked,’Where are you taking me to lunch?’
‘Where ever you want!’
‘Ok! Be ready then!’
‘Are you trying to scare me Pari?’
‘Not at all Arjun! It would be fun!’
We boarded a bus and reached Pari’s destination. I walked with her till we reached her building. There was a new smell flowing in the climate. I felt as if something new existed between us. She was facing me and thinking what to say and then it were her eyes, beautiful ones and I was falling into them. I felt as if she didn’t want to leave me here.
She was looking into my eyes and I was into hers. I was not in real world. I wish this moment never stopped. My mobile started ringing. That would be surely stupid Kiran! It was ringing and I have to take this. Pari! Stop doing that! I am feeling crazy! She smiled, said good night and left me there.

I felt as if she said those three magical words to me.. I love you Arjun! The moment of falling for each other..It is starting.. Now my love will have a sense. It has got value today. I am really lucky that I found my love and I am going to get it..

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#60 Thursday 25July2013 Did she say that she loves me? Did she? Did she?

I was looking at Pari. She was eating a roti. Her eyes were shining, they were sparkling and they were attractive. I was looking into them.  I can’t control my eyes. They were looking deep into those eyes.
‘Arjun! Stop doing that! Everyone is here.’ Kiran whispered into my ears, disturbed me from that beautiful moment and I realized that I was not dreaming but am in office canteen.
Oh No! What was I doing? I see no difference between dreams and reality these days. Both have become beautiful because of my Pari.  I need to be control. I can’t make Pari feel embarrassed infront of every one because of my strange behavior. I am going mad in love. The love is all around.
I and Pari were arguing. She said that it will rain today and I said it won’t look like. We were into a silly fight and we ended up with a bet. The one who wins will pay for the other’s lunch. I wanted to take out Pari for lunch and this was really a good deal. I wanted Pari to win this bet but the sky was too much clear. It looked like am going to win but I wanted her to win. Please God! Let it rain. Pari likes rain. I like taking her to lunch. Let everything happen!
I was working seriously and was periodically checking the climate outside. It didn’t rain till 7PM.
‘Pari! Get ready! You are going to take me for lunch.’ I said to her.
She smiled at me and said with confidence ‘The day will last till 11:59 AM. Lets wait and see!’
We reached our room. I finished my dinner. Spoke to Dad for a little time. I seated myself in the balcony and was looking for the climate to show miracles. But it didn’t. I had 10 more minutes to wait. My heart was beating with enthusiasm.
Suddenly there was a change in temperature and a louder sound was reaching us. In seconds it was raining. I was jumping with happiness. I was about to call Pari and my mobile rang. Coincidentally it was Pari.
“Hello! See its raining!” Pari shouted in call with happiness.
“Oh No! Is it?”
“Yes! It is! I won! I won! I love it! I love it! I love you…”
There was a pause and she continued.
“Okay I am going to have fun. Bye. Good night.” She hanged up the phone.
Those words were still ringing in my ears.. “I love you I love you I love you”
I was jumping on my bed and was shouting “Did she say that she loves me? Did she? Did she?”
Everyone was looking at me as if I were a mad man. Yes I was! I was madly in Love. I am a lucky guy. I got a chance to take Pari to lunch. I am really lucky to lose the bet. I would lose every day if I get such a golden opportunity.

Pari.. Love you too..

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#59 Wednesday 24July2013 Someone should be lucky to have you in life. Let’s take some time to decide whether we are made for each other?

I was dreaming about my school. The thing which makes me feel excited. I dreamt that I had established a school in very less time and it was getting fame as the best school for learning morals and discipline. My school will design the best future citizens. I woke up realizing that it was raining heavily. I stood at our balcony and started thinking about the happiness my life will bring to me.

Kiran was also not able to sleep because of the sounds, the heavy rain was making. He came to me and smiled at me.
He said,'If Mounica was here, I would have run to her in this rain and would like to have a hot coffee with her.'
I said 'You miss her!! Me too!' He smiled again and some thought stuck my mind.
I thought for few minutes and started working. I took out a pen and paper. I wrote on that, what I want to say to her when it rains. I took an umbrella and a rain coat. I started to Pari's room. It was 06:22 AM.

Pari came out immediately to meet me. I insisted her to wear the rain coat. She looked at me for a second, smiled and wore it. Then we started to the left of her building and walked for few minutes. Then we came across a park which touches a small lake. The heavy rain turned into a smaller one. We could feel the warmth of sun behind those black clouds. We sat down on a chair
Pari asked 'Now what?'
'Fell the climate! Isn't it beautiful!'
'It is!' She smiled.
Her nose was red colored due to cold. She was looking at the lake. I took out my mobile and played my favorite song 'Yedhi Yedhi kuduredi edi edalo..'
She asked 'what is all this about?'
I took out the letter which I wrote and handed it to her. She unfolded those four folds and read it silently. She folded it back and looked into my eyes, she smiled at me and that smile was incredible. She spoke nothing. After that we started walking. We reached Pari's room in no time. She turned to me and said

"Someone should be lucky to have you in life. But let's not hurry into things. Let’s take some time to decide whether we are made for each other!'

Pari came to office even if she was little sick. Whenever we came across each other she smiled. The same smile which I saw in the morning. Her smile brightens my day. It has some power which influences me. I would like to see that smile everyday. Now, Am glad that I wrote those words in the letter.


"When it rains, I think of you who shared an umbrella with a stranger.
When I see your smile, I think of the day when I first saw you.
When the day ends, I think of seeing you again.
When the day starts, I think of meeting you co incidentally.
One thing I want to say on this beautiful rainy day,
There is no moment of my day that I don't think of you"

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#58 Tuesday 23July2013 Where is Pari? Where is She?


I was looking curiously for Pari to come. It has been 16 hours since I last saw her. I was longing to see her. I waited till afternoon and thoughts were streaming through my brain. Why is she still not here? Is she on leave? Did she go out on some work? Is she sick? Where is Pari? Where is she?
I was tapping on my mouse thinking about Pari. Kiran was there. He saw me and instructed me to call her.
 ‘Kiran! Will you call her?’
‘No! Do it yourself!’
‘Okay! I will!’
I came out of office to call her. It rang and rang but she didn’t lift. Shall I call her again? I have to. I am curious. I was about to call her again, then I received a message from Pari.
‘Arjun! Am not feeling well! Am sleeping! Will call you later!’
She is not feeling well. What happened to her? How is she feeling? Is she alright? Oh Pari! What happened to you?

My team leader was waiting for me at my desk.
‘What’s wrong with you Arjun? Chris is waiting for you! Call him immediately!’
‘Oh! Am sorry! I forgot about him I will call him immediately!’
I was speaking to Chris, but Pari’s voice was touching my ears. My body temperature grew and I was feeling sick. I was waiting for her call. I wanted to listen to her voice. I wanted to make sure that she’s alright. I went to speak to my team leader and when I was back there was a missed call. That was an unknown number. I called back to see who was that.
‘Hello’
Someone was speaking on the other side; I didn’t recognize it.
‘Hello! I have got a call few minutes back from this number.’
‘Stop it Arjun! It’s me..’ She laughed out. The accent was Pari’s but voice was not her’s. I was startled.
‘Is it really you Pari?’
‘Yeah Arjun! It’s me. This is my roommate’s number.’ I realized completely that it was her!
‘What happened to your voice?’
‘I got cold’
‘Oh bad weather! Did you take some medicine?’
‘Yeah.. But am feeling funny.. ‘She laughed out again.
‘What’s funny? You are sick!’

‘I was sick because I played in rain last night at 2 AM with my roommates.’
‘What?’
‘Yes! We had fun last night on our terrace and there was no one who stopped us!’ She laughed out again.
‘You people are really mad!’
I was thinking ‘Our future house should have a big terrace area..We can have fun together..‘ I smiled inside myself.
I asked her ‘Did it rain last night?’ Was that a meaningful question? I am mad!

I am mad because of her. I am mad about her. I am mad because of her madness. I am mad about her smile. I want to see you smile Pari. Please come tomorrow. Please feel well. Please smile again.. 

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#57 Monday 22July2013 No more dreaming Arjun! Its the Mourning Monday! Wake up!!

I didn't know that I was dreaming until Kiran woke me up.
'No more dreaming Arjun! It's the Mourning Monday! Wake up!!'
'It is a very nice day.. I had a very good dream.'
'I knew that you were dreaming!' Kiran smiled.
'Oh God! It was a very good dream..'
'Stop that and get ready for the office' Kiran was in a very good mood, looked like he had a call with Mounica. How is this guy managing to talk with her.. Ooh long distance relationships!

By the time I came out of bathroom he prepared breakfast for us along with our cook. It was a feast but not the breakfast. We ate too much and reached office. I and Kiran were in an excited state and people could see that. It was all yesterday's comedy effect. We were cracking jokes and roaming all around the office.

Pari came near me and asked curiously 'What dream was that?'
'What dream?' I enquired.
'Kiran said that you had a very good dream today and that is why you are so happy today!'
Kiran! I am going to kill you. I can't share that dream with her. That’s related to her.
'Oh! I don't want to speak about it! Not with you!'
'Arjun! Am curious! It is fine.. Please go ahead!'
I started narrating 'I was in Delhi' She was smiling at me 'You were looking at me and your Dad!'
'My Dad? Did you ever see him?'
'Yes I did! In pictures'
'Oh great! Please continue!'
'He said that I am a good guy and I deserve you!'
'Oh oh! Enough!' She stopped listening and went to her desk.
I don’t know what she felt. But she knows that I always think, dream, like, love her. But she never said that she loves me too.

Am I creating problem in her life or I am making her feel good. I am not able to understand her feelings. Shall I ask her or shall I wait? I was a bit confused. I never thought that I would express it to her but I did. She bought courage to my life and now I am curious how she feels.

She was not disappointed with my dream. Everything was normal between us but I was very curious to know what she thinks about me and my feelings. When to ask? Where to ask? Questions and Questions were flowing through my brain but I couldn't get an answer.

I was about to leave and Pari was busy with her work. I was waiting for Kiran to come and Pari was there. She said these words 'Arjun! Wanted to say something! I could see that you like me a lot and I like it too. But am not sure about us! Am not sure that it is you that I want to have in my life. I would never want to hurt you. That’s all. I will see you tommorow!' I smiled at her saying 'See you everyday' and she went back to her desk. Kiran came near me and dragged me to the room.

I was feeling great that she said those words, I was not in pain now. I was feeling like a kid again. I was happy because now I knew what she feels for me. She likes me but doesn't want to keep me in imaginations which will hurt me if something goes wrong, which clearly says that she cares about me and she will never hurt me. I am happy. Very Happy!

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#56 Sunday 21July2013 I Love you Arjun! I will be always yours! See you Every day!

I was staring her play and she was not aware. I joined her. I stood in front of Krishna and he stopped me and asked 'Did you both have a fight?'.
I stopped and asked curiously 'Who?'. Pari was listening too.
'Didi(Sister) and You?' He shouted and Kiran was also listening now.
'Why did you get that doubt?' I questioned him.
'Because you were staring at her as if you are going to beat her!' I was in surprise about what he said. How did he know that I was staring her? This little Devil!
Kiran started laughing on me, Pari smiled at us and went away.
I was explaining to Krishna that there is nothing like that and begged him to concentrate on the game now.

It was a funny day today. We were laughing all the time and Krishna was making fun out of me. Pari and Kiran enjoyed a lot. I was the Nitrous oxide(Laughing gas) in the Environment these days. I was wondering how I will manage my feelings now. These days my feelings have become an open exhibition and everyone is smiling or laughing at my madness. I have realized now that once we express out our feelings it is impossible to hide them, How hard we may try! How hard!
This was not an issue for my life but, there is a corner of my heart which feels that there are also chances that I may not have her and that was a big issue.

We were standing near her building and were saying a goodbye. All the thoughts flowing in my mind were making me dream about things.
'I Love you Arjun! I will be always yours! See you Every day!'
But the reality was
'Bye Arjun! See you!'
I stood there without answer staring into nothing. After I came to real world. I said a good bye and reached our room. I was still wondering when will I hear such words from Pari.. Will I ever hear? My Brother used to say that when people fall for someone, Heart plays a major role. He says that it will ache whenever you think of losing them. One moment will come in life, when we realize that this is the person for whom our heart would like to respond and It is Pari for me.

Me and Kiran were playing a game and were shouting with excitement. Mukund was looking at us and he started speaking philosophy.
'Few days back, you people used to sleep like pigs but now you wake up early and sometimes you cook breakfast for us.
Few days back, you people rarely smiled, but now you people laugh like hyenas'
Others were laughing at us!
He continued 'Few days back, you people were lazy, goal less horses, but now you have become hard working donkeys.'
Kiran shouted at him,'I don't understand whether you are praising me? You say pigs..hyenas..donkeys?'
'Why will you understand? You used to be very smart but now a days you are behaving like a monkey' One of my roommates countered.
And Mukund continued, 'What has love made you into? We feel pity for you!'

Our meaning less happy conversation lasted the whole day.. And the Sunday ended when I slept thinking about Pari.. Thinking about my Pari..

-Arjun Krishna

ArjunPari#55 Saturday 20July2013 Because I am in love with you Pari..Oh no..no..Its Jessi..

I was walking in the beach near my home. Pari was running towards me shouting my name. I turned back. She hugged me. Cool sea breezes and sharp sun rises were touching us. She was in my arms and I said ‘I love you Pari’.
‘Wake up Arjun! Let’s get ready. Pari will be waiting for us!’
We got ready. We were waiting for her near her room and someone closed my eyes. Her hands were cool and she was wearing a leather banded watch. I recognized it. It was Neha, She was wearing a jeans and kurta, I asked immediately.
‘Is this dress your’s?’
‘No! Pari’s. You recognized it!’
‘She wore this when we watched a Hindi movie long ago.’
‘Oh My God! You remember every detail of her’ and I realized that Pari was standing behind me and I stopped talking.
We reached Sunanda’s home at 10. She was waiting for us. Kabir joined us after 1 hour. We started cooking for us. Pari was cutting vegetables. I was with onions. Kiran was sitting idle. Sunanda was with rotis. We were all crying in few minutes because of onions, but were laughing out because of silly jokes which Kiran was playing.

We were watching movie 'Ye maya chesavey'(what magic did you do).
I was translating for her. She felt that I was translating great, so I continued.


(Watch video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcxmyCa2EUE)
Naga: Blue suits you a lot!
Samantha: Really?
Naga: Yeah! Why do you keep looking back?
Samantha: If my dad sees me talking to you, I am dead meat!
Naga: Ohh!
Samantha: How old are you?
Naga: 22
Samantha: I’m 24. It’s Okay! If my dad asks me, I’ll say you are like my younger brother to me.
            What happened? You forgot something?
Naga: I don’t wanna be your brother Jessi.
Samantha: I don’t either, I already have one. That’s enough! Painful brothers and all!
Naga: No. No. I too have a younger sister. I will accept everyone in this world as my sister here after except you.
Samantha: Why?
Naga: Because I am in Love with you Pari..
Oh!! No.. No.. It’s Jessi Jessi..

Everyone became silent. Pari stood up with surprise. I was feeling embarrassed. Kiran paused the movie. Everyone was staring at me. Those few seconds I felt hell. Pari went to Kiran. Sat beside him and played the movie, everyone continued watching movie. I wanted to shout out with happiness. I wanted to shout ‘I Love you Pari’.. ‘I Love you Pari’..

I didn’t know that I took out her name instead of Jessi. It was a reflex. Not in my control. I wanted to share my feelings with whole world now but I have to wait. I have to wait until Pari accepts me. I will wait with all my patience. I will wait for you Pari and I will Love you for this second, for this minute, for this hour, for this day, for this life..

-Arjun Krishna