I was staring her play and she was not
aware. I joined her. I stood in front of Krishna and he stopped me and asked
'Did you both have a fight?'.
I stopped and asked curiously 'Who?'. Pari
was listening too.
'Didi(Sister) and You?' He shouted and Kiran was also listening now.
'Didi(Sister) and You?' He shouted and Kiran was also listening now.
'Why did you get that doubt?' I
questioned him.
'Because you were staring at her as if
you are going to beat her!' I was in surprise about what he said. How did he
know that I was staring her? This little Devil!
Kiran started laughing on me, Pari
smiled at us and went away.
I was explaining to Krishna that there
is nothing like that and begged him to concentrate on the game now.
It was a funny day today. We were
laughing all the time and Krishna was making fun out of me. Pari and Kiran
enjoyed a lot. I was the Nitrous oxide(Laughing gas) in the Environment these
days. I was wondering how I will manage my feelings now. These days my feelings
have become an open exhibition and everyone is smiling or laughing at my
madness. I have realized now that once we express out our feelings it is
impossible to hide them, How hard we may try! How hard!
This was not an issue for my life but,
there is a corner of my heart which feels that there are also chances that I
may not have her and that was a big issue.
We were standing near her building and
were saying a goodbye. All the thoughts flowing in my mind were making me dream
about things.
'I Love you Arjun! I will be always
yours! See you Every day!'
But the reality was
'Bye Arjun! See you!'
I stood there without answer staring
into nothing. After I came to real world. I said a good bye and reached our
room. I was still wondering when will I hear such words from Pari.. Will I ever
hear? My Brother used to say that when people fall for someone, Heart plays a
major role. He says that it will ache whenever you think of losing them. One
moment will come in life, when we realize that this is the person for whom our
heart would like to respond and It is Pari for me.
Me and Kiran were playing a game and
were shouting with excitement. Mukund was looking at us and he started speaking
philosophy.
'Few days back, you people used to
sleep like pigs but now you wake up early and sometimes you cook breakfast for
us.
Few days back, you people rarely
smiled, but now you people laugh like hyenas'
Others were laughing at us!
He continued 'Few days back, you people
were lazy, goal less horses, but now you have become hard working donkeys.'
Kiran shouted at him,'I don't understand
whether you are praising me? You say pigs..hyenas..donkeys?'
'Why will you understand? You used to
be very smart but now a days you are behaving like a monkey' One of my roommates countered.
And Mukund continued, 'What has love
made you into? We feel pity for you!'
Our meaning less happy conversation
lasted the whole day.. And the Sunday ended when I slept thinking about Pari..
Thinking about my Pari..
-Arjun Krishna
-Arjun Krishna