I didn't know that I was dreaming until
Kiran woke me up.
'No more dreaming Arjun! It's the
Mourning Monday! Wake up!!'
'It is a very nice day.. I had a very
good dream.'
'I knew that you were dreaming!' Kiran
smiled.
'Oh God! It was a very good dream..'
'Stop that and get ready for the
office' Kiran was in a very good mood, looked like he had a call with Mounica.
How is this guy managing to talk with her.. Ooh long distance relationships!
By the time I came out of bathroom he
prepared breakfast for us along with our cook. It was a feast but not the
breakfast. We ate too much and reached office. I and Kiran were in an excited
state and people could see that. It was all yesterday's comedy effect. We were
cracking jokes and roaming all around the office.
Pari came near me and asked curiously
'What dream was that?'
'What dream?' I enquired.
'Kiran said that you had a very good
dream today and that is why you are so happy today!'
Kiran! I am going to kill you. I can't
share that dream with her. That’s related to her.
'Oh! I don't want to speak about it!
Not with you!'
'Arjun! Am curious! It is fine.. Please
go ahead!'
I started narrating 'I was in Delhi'
She was smiling at me 'You were looking at me and your Dad!'
'My Dad? Did you ever see him?'
'Yes I did! In pictures'
'Oh great! Please continue!'
'He said that I am a good guy and I
deserve you!'
'Oh oh! Enough!' She stopped listening
and went to her desk.
I don’t know what she felt. But she
knows that I always think, dream, like, love her. But she never said that she
loves me too.
Am I creating problem in her life or I
am making her feel good. I am not able to understand her feelings. Shall I ask
her or shall I wait? I was a bit confused. I never thought that I would express
it to her but I did. She bought courage to my life and now I am curious how she
feels.
She was not disappointed with my dream.
Everything was normal between us but I was very curious to know what she thinks
about me and my feelings. When to ask? Where to ask? Questions and Questions
were flowing through my brain but I couldn't get an answer.
I was about to leave and Pari was busy
with her work. I was waiting for Kiran to come and Pari was there. She said
these words 'Arjun! Wanted to say something! I could see that you like me a lot
and I like it too. But am not sure about us! Am not sure that it is you that I
want to have in my life. I would never want to hurt you. That’s all. I will see
you tommorow!' I smiled at her saying 'See you everyday' and she went back to
her desk. Kiran came near me and dragged me to the room.
I was feeling great that she said those words, I was not in
pain now. I was feeling like a kid again. I was happy because now I knew what
she feels for me. She likes me but doesn't want to keep me in imaginations
which will hurt me if something goes wrong, which clearly says that she cares
about me and she will never hurt me. I am happy. Very Happy!
-Arjun Krishna
-Arjun Krishna