ArjunPari#38 Wednesday 03July2013 I am ready to hear an answer, how harsh it may be to my heart.. I am ready.!

Yesterday, the clouds were clear in my love story. I was glad Kiran knew it and now I have nothing to hide. I was feeling infinitely energetic, even if it's known to Pari, I am ready to hear an answer, how harsh it may be to my heart. I have decided that I will not let her go away and I will give her some more time to know more about me. What Kiran says is that the more you know about each, the closer will you get. To warn, he said.. It may also lead to problems like misunderstandings and quarrels. But this is me, who will never let such things to conquer my life. Confidence increased and faith in love too.

Today we have to finish our work faster and have to meet Mounica in the evening. We have planned to have dinner together today. I and Kiran were in a rush. Pari and Neha were interrupting us - for fun. All day in office was spent with my PC and my eyes were exhausted. I was waiting for Kiran at the entrance of my office. Then, Pari was passing me.. She was returning after a coffee break. She smiled at me. My brain came out of programs,code all other stuff and it was fresh. I was feeling good now. They waved a bye to me. And the day started in real.

Kiran went to washroom, washed his face and was combing his hair. I was looking at him with a smile.
'It is not your marriage, we are going to!' I joked.
‘I wanted to look good to my Mounica darling.' He laughed.
'You Idiot. How many girl friends will you want? Kavitha.. Mounica..' He was laughing out loud.
'I am just joking brother. And..' he paused 'I am not yet sure about Kavitha as you are sure about Pari' he grinned. I just listened to what he was saying and wondering what importance does Kavitha have in his life. I have ever seen him having fun with girls but have never seen him fall for one. Is it Kavitha? If not why is he too much interested in her. How to make this clear for me?

We were at Rajadhani after buying a lot of things for marriage. Madhu Uncle, Aunt and Ravi brother were still searching for some stuff and we were waiting for them. Kiran got a call, he went out for answering it.
'I heard about Pari. Kiran said about it!' Mounica admitted.
I smiled and said 'I am glad you knew. I would have told you before that fellow, but he is always a step ahead.' I started explaining how all this happened to me. Mounica enjoyed it. I could see that she wanted to hear more. It was fun thinking about Pari when she is not near. I narrated all my story.
'Who is this Kavitha?' She asked.
'It is his child hood friend who is back after years. They spent hours on phone messaging and calling each other.' I explained and asked her 'How do you know her?' her eyes were calm and she answered 'The call he got now..' She paused.. 'It’s her'. I was looking at her and her family was there now. Kiran joined us after 5 minutes.
Mounica started narrating my story to her family. They were teasing me for that and I was blushing. Expressions of Mounica were different after Pari and Kavitha entered into the discussion. Is she happy for us or something was wrong! Is she feeling bad because our friend ship will be threatened because of our new friends?

There was nothing which ever interrupted or caused problem in our friendship. Is she having fear of losing us? I want to assure her that nothing like that existed and will never exist. I wanted to apologize that I did not reach her in the past few days and I did. She just replied with a smile and I felt good. But something else existed, that I was curious to know. What was that? What?

-Arjun Krishna